2 jam !

2 jam besama beliau ! sya suka sgtt ! kul 4 p pkok sena, lpak uma adk.. tlg dya iron bju, lipat baju n kemas beg dya.. gelak2, menyanyi, merajok, tarek muka, ktok pala, dya lmpat ats aku.. name it ! mcm2 kmi buat.. then kul 5.30 kuaq la uma, p kdai PENG kt sg2 haha ! bli la brg dya nk blek ostel, tetba dya tarek tngn aku ajk p beli pen. mcm bdk2 ! huu, then dya tlis nma kau kt ketas 2, betuah tol.. then kami bli la pen sma, dya kta bwu bez ! aku snyum ja, then p la lntas jln bli goreng pisang, tme lntas jln 2 adk pluk kuat tngn aku sbb dya tkot lntas jln. haha, adoiyai, mmg bdk2 tol adk.. msok2 keta, dya jerit, ingt npa la.. tgk2 dya kta sja ja.. mmg kna luku pala la..

pape pon ! bezz ! i love her ! ;D

gla ank haram !

babee la ! dua ari da aku dok mncarut .. ank babee btoi.. kmbeng la !! tlg la jgn wt aku mncarut setan oii ! n dont make me hate you, cause when i do.. u will totally refert it ! damnn ! celaka !! =.=!!

4 pagi !

kamjat ! xley nk tido lg ! babee btoi ! aku da la tga panas dlm ngn luaq ni.. wah ! td p rempit ngn pedai n breakfast ngn pedai ! bez2 ! huhuhu.. thnx pedai ! aku syg hg ! wahh ! tnsion gla..

p/s : lw tnsion dga lagu ni ! bezz ! sukaa ! ;D

I tear my heart open,

I sew myself shut

My weakness is that

I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed 'cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

Your making me insane

All I can say is

I tear my heart open,

I sew myself shut

My weakness is that

I care too much and

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once

Against my own advise

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That your drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassion's in my nature

Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open,

I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much and

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel I'm drunk and

I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever came around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause your drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

[But you didn't understand]

Go fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but

I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open,

I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much and

Our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much and

Our scars remind us that the past is realI tear my heart open just to feel

only one !

wahh ! cnta mati idup xbngon blek ! haha, pa jadah mrpek.. pape pon lagu ni lma da dgr, tp bwu skng jth cnta thap kmbeng ! wahh ! siot gla la.. suka2 !

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only oneI

let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only one

My only one

My only one

You are my only, my only one

p/s : tetba teingt da some1 pena antr lrik lagu ni kt aku.. ;D

menangis !

pfft ! ok, pngakuan ! semlm aku ngis ! pkul 3 pg, smua sbb CUKI !! uhh ! bngon2 td bngkak mta.. i need 2 see him 2 setle all of dis nonsense n i aso must see her 2 setle all of dis nonsense ! wahh ! gla deh, semlm kul 2 smpai 3 pg nges, siot tol.. bodo ! asl cengeng sgt ! ngek tol la aku ni ! ntah pape.. pehh ! pape pon.. tngu la sbtu ni.. evrythng will be stel ! =.="

hapy bfday syg !

wahh ! syg, hapy bfday ! adk da tua da.. tp 4 me, adk ttp my little sis.. huhu.. i love u la syg.. arap adk suka adiah kak 2.. huhuhu.. ;D

dugaan !

ooh, sgt2 sdey skrg n sgt2 tetekan.. haha, aku nk msok f6 smntra tngu msok unikl, tp mama xmerestui.. slasa ni bfday adk ! wayy, syg ! kak xley smbot bfday ngn adk la ! huhu..

td

aku : adk, mayb kak xp unikl kot syg, bub abah kta mayb kak p uitm..

adk : kak ! adk nk tpon kak skng

pas ckp tpon

aku : adk, soei syg, kak xmsok unikl, tp xbemkna kak msok f6

tme ni adk kecewa gla !

ahh ! gla la, syg ! im soei ! adk siap nges lg td, haish ! jgn syg ! sdey2, tp xpe la.. nma pon p blja kn, nnti bla kak cuti, kak p tido uma adk k..

td sblom dya p prep

adk : kak, adk ok da.. tp adk cma sdey sket ja bub adk arap sgt kak mso f6 sblom msok unikl, n adk arap sgt adk dpt smbot bfday ngn kak..

aku : ha, soei syg.. kak pon nk msok gak, tp mama xkasi kak msok.. tp pape pon, nnti bla adk blek, kta smbot bfday adk k? n i got suprise 4 u

adk : ok, adk tngu.. kak, adk nk p prep da

aku : k syg, prep lek lok.. syg adk.. ;D

adk : ok, tp adk wt seni ja tw mlm ni.. syg kakak gak.

conclusi dya : gado p la mcm mna pon, gado p la sbb pa pon.. aku xpnat pjuk, n adk cpt mengalah, so kami BAHAGIA ! ;D

anythng 4 her !

ok, utk kali kedua aku wt keja gla ! mla2 aku gado sket la ngn adk, sbb pa ntah.. then kwn mrajok.. haha, aku pjuk, tp xdilyan.. huhu.. so xpe la.. tetba mama ckp nk p ngaji, tmbul idea kt pala otakaku ni ! yes ! terbang p pkok sena. tngu pnya tngu kul 3.45 bwu mama kuaq umah, hmpeh tol.. so, pas mama kuaq 2 aku tros kuaq, ckp kt abah yg aku nk p umah cg.. haha, smpai2 uma adk ingt nk wt suprise, tgk2 pntu kunci, so aku kna kjut dya la...

haha, mla2 ok ja.. then tetba teslap ckp.. kwn pjam mata, then nges ! wahh ! sgt2 tekejut aku ! huu, wah syg ! i dont like 2 see u cry u know.. wah, sdey gla tgk dya nges.. n aku pon sbgai kakak dya yg mmg syg gla kt dya, pjuk la ngn cra tebaek pnya.. haha.. laz2 slmat dya ok n snyum blek.. lw x, sahih aku xkethuan.. konklusi nya ! i love her damn much ! :D

presure !

wahh ! tekanan, bnda yg nk dielakkn selama ni da kd.. haish ! skng aku yg tekanan.. so dear, mayb it's my fault.. but HAHAHAHA ! is it always gonna be my fault ? is it me dat always gonna 2 apologive 2 u even it's not my fault ? haha, sokey dear.. anythng 4 u.. i will do anythng 4 u.. even i have to admit dat i've done somethng wrong even i did'nt do it.. ;D

i mean it !

sya syg dya ! fullstop ! she's my evrythng ! leave her alone sucker ! she's mine ! nk amek dya dr aku ? aku sepak korg sekuat ati aku ! =.="

softball !

gempak !!! suka sgt2 ! haha, actually bnyk sbb suka.. tp mmg bez la ! kredit utk bdk2 softball ! n kredit utk adk !

lagu love is punishment sgt2 bez n sgt2 suka !!

nk mati ! =.="

aahh ! cm nk mati ja skng.. bdan xlrat sgt2, if aku xlrat.. adk lg la kn ?? hmm, da la hbs2 game handball tros g bcp then blablabla.. ya allah!! baek mati ja cni.. pnat gla2 ! =.="

adk! i miss u !!!

keja gila ! =.=

mmg gla.. mua bnda akn jd gla bla aku ngn adk !~ haish, mua ni jd bla dya gerak aku bngon tdo.. n dya ckp dya nk aku da ngn dya.. haha ! sumpa lwak ! mmpi pa pon aku xtw la.. dya kta dya xkn mkn slagi aku xp uma dya.. dya xkn wt pa pon slagi dya xjmpk aku. sdangkn bwu semlm ja kuaq skali.. huhuhu.. then, aku pon wt keja gla, aku gtw abh yg aku nk g uma kwn da knduri, msa 2 bwu kul 2.. aku ckp lm kul 3 aku blek la.. then aku pon bwk cm hntu la p pkok sena.. sblom msok smpang uma dya aku tpon gtw dya swuh bntang red carpet utk aku siap2.. dya xcya.. smpai ja uma adk, aku twun n p serbu dya. kwn mnjerit la.. dya tekejut bub xsngka ku wt btoi2 ! huhu, then aku tnya la mna mknan, cpt mkn. then dya kta.. da mkn da pon.. heh ! mmg kna gletek smpai merah muka la.. haish ! haha, then smbang2 n mrpek mcm2 la.. haha.. tgk2 kul 3.30 da.. aku nk blek la.. tetba adk ckp, jgn la blek lg.. aku pon xsmpai ati nk tngai dya.. then kul 4 cm 2 aku nk blek, tetba aku tepkir yg adk pon nk blek ostel alng2 2 bek aku tngu n antr dya blek.. haha, then aku dibuli ! kna iron bju skola dya. tp aku suka bub tme 2 HAHAHAHA.. suka2 ! msa nek keta 2 lg la.. lw aku nek keta ngn dya. sumpa radio maximum thap cipan, then nyanyi.. hahaha ! sweet ! ;D

kesimpulan nya : td mmg bez ! n xbebaloi aku p sna ! n aku syg dya ! ;D

futsal at safira !

haish ! pnat gla setan skng ! mua sbb maen futsal td.. gla la ! lwan ngn makcik2 semput aku maen ! haish ! da 1 tme ni, kakak 2 xpuas ati kot bub slalu kna trick aku, bla dya mai glcet ngn aku, dya rempuh, mak ai.. tepusing aku.. then dya kna kad kuning ! hahaha ! pdan muka.. then da 1 makcik ni plak..bla aku nk dpt bola, dya dok blkg aku n dya tnduk, bla aku gostan..aku teflip ke blkg.. gla dowh ! da la, glngang pompuan jd trikan.. mua jerit.. ahahha ! then mcm2 lg l.a.. style rmai gla r penkid! nsem2 plak 2. lg2 sowg ni.. haish, slmat pompuan.. lw laki mmg la.. hahahaha ! kejadian plg lwak lm game td.. bla bola ni leret dpn aku.. aku pon spak la sekuat ati, bub msa 2 nmmg pnat gla2.. spak2, ksot aku MELAYANG !! wahh, agk2 r.. malu gla siot ! bla aku sepak 2,, aku jtuh bub xdpt cntrol bdan.. then tebaring n teselak baju. haish, malu2.. bla aku jtuh 2 rmai jrit " aaaaaa " .. then tetba smua tepuk tngan cm gla n jrit.. tgk GOLLL ! haha, sumpa llwak.. ksot melayang tp msok gol.. bla dpa pkat tpuk tngn.. aku malu gla la.. then da kakak ni kta kt aku " terer gla adk maen td smpai ksot pelanting, jp g maen ikut kasut kuat2 " aku snyum ja.. then sblom maen utk suku akhir, bla msok pdang 2, da owg jrit, " weh, ikat tali kasut kuat2 ".. haish ! sumpah malu ! hahahaha

pas2 hbs 2, tngu jan amek aku kt safira n antr aku blek.. smpai2 sna, adk tngu aku kt wayang.. lmbt 15 mnit.. haha, dlm wyang 2 jgn ckp la.. aku tetdo siot ! penat sgt, then adk gerak dya ktuk pipi aku swuh bngon.. n dya pgg tngn aku swuh aku bngon.. haha, yg aku da nzak da lm 2.. ;D

skola besama2 nad !

td p skola, sblom 2 p amek nad kt p.sena.. tme p akiu amek msa dkt 20 mnit la nk smpai uma dya, then msa smpai skola 2, aku p ftostat ic, jmpk c.noridah.. wahh ! kna lecture sbntar la.. haha, then jmpk adk, pipah, intan n blablabla.. pnat gla dowh tngu PK bub nk mnx pngesahan.. haish ! dkat sejam gak la.. then jmpk la bdk2 mna hala, smbang2, tgur2 ! then nmpk c.azlina, p smbang ngn dya then aku ckp la lmbab tol la PK ni, owg nk mnx pengesahan.. then dya diam, tetba dya kta " laa, amek pngesahan sya je la ".. then aku tepuk dahi, bngong ! aku lpa yg cg 2 pon pk gak.. siot tol.. then msa kuar blik bhsa aku nmpk adk pkai bju kebaya wana purple n pkai selendang.. gla dowh ! tkejut kau tgk.. hahahaha, comey2 ! 1st aku tgk dya pkai bju cm 2.. sjud syukur aku. hahaha.. msa aku p ktt gate blkg dwan nk tgk drma f5, tetba tun jerit nma aku.. tkjut den! haha, then snyum la aku. wah ! kwn jd make up artist 2..msa nk blek 2, aku suwit tun dkt 8x gak la. bub nk bye2 dya.. tp kwan x kaleh, wah ! geram2 ! hahaha then masa blek 2 aku ngn nad lalu la blah sg2, lpak2.. then mama tpon swuh blek, so aku dgn gla nya bwk la keta, dr p.sena smpai umah 10 mnit ja.. ooh! mmg gla. haha ! tp pape pon bez!

keRINDUan

skng aku rndu zman skola ! bla la aku dpt rasa blek zmn skola even though aku tw bnda 2 xkn jd.. ooh TUHAN ! hhu, cm pasrah gla ni !ooh, tlg la, aku nk rsa blek zmn skola dlu.. xpuas lg dok ngn mmbe2, skng ni nk jmpk pon pyah ! adoiyai !

adamaya.. ;D

suka cta ni sbb sgt2 sweet, bla tgk cta 2, dok tebyang bla la aku nk jd cm 2.. haha ! bla la nk dpt bf sweet cm 2.. haisj, sein sgt2 hnsem ! n lisa sgt2 comey ! tgk cta 2 aku slalu snyum ja.. tp tgk lisa wt aku teingt dri aku sndri, yeala.. lisa kn belakon cm owg kras pala, ego n so on. tgk2 cta 2 aku teingt aku. hehhe, yeala.. aku kras pala n ego cm 2 gak. lwak tol.. tp suka tgk sein yg saba lyan lisa, haish ! haha, tgk sein teingt mmat ni sowg, apa agknya khabarmu disana ? haha [nyanyi lagu dafi].. sein cm rlax, matured n caring cpan.. n wt aku teingt kt dya.. haha, 2 la kn.. tp xpa, bnda da jd, gpon dya pon bhgia skng, aku pon ok ja skng, xpya gado2 da.. xpya terasa2 da.. fuuh ! tp tlg la, aku ska tgk sein belakon bub telalu n telampau romantik n xpena ptus asa amek ati lisa n jga ati dya even lisa lyan dya acuh x acuh n lisa bnyk wt dya terasa..! wahh ! tlg la, sya nk bf mcm sein, cmplete package ! hahahaha !

stiap kli tgk adamaya, stiap kli 2 la akn msj ngn cuki smbil merapu.. dya kta amani ank dya, n lisa 2 awek dya. HAHAHA.. mati terabor aku gelak, aku kta la sein 2 bf aku, then dya kta dya sein so dya la bf aku.. wakakaka ! lwak tol.. haish...

bngong !

wahh ! geram siot, bngong tol la ngn page unikl, aku n k print surat tawaran aku dpt 2, bub nk kna pos da, trikh ttp sabtu ni.. babii btoi ! tp xley bkak, ni aku nk mncarut ni, da la pngesahan skola xamek lg, adoiyai ! bla nk p pon xtw.. haish ! mati la cni, cimb bank la, medical check up la, 2 la ni la. aku pon da serabot, jmti la, ipta la, f6 la, skng unikl ni plak wt serabot otak aku.. haish ! badigol tol la, sabo ja.. nk ajk spa tman aku p skola ni.. anyone ? huhu, tman aku g cimb bank? tman aku g medical check up ? ooh, serabotnya ! =.="

unikl vs.2

td lps print borang2 unikl.. tetba aku bwu prsan yg aku dpt msok unikl, intake bln julai.. lma lg, then pkir2 blek.. smntra tngu 2 wther nk msok f6 or keja.. pning2 ! then tnya mama, if dpt jmti ngn unikl course sma cna ? mama kta ikut la nk mna.. then mama kta, sok tpon unikl, ckp kt dya, pmbyran nk mnx tnguh bub nk tngu ipta dlu.. if xdpt ipta bwu msok sna.. haish ! bla ipta nk kuaq ni ? pning2 ! =.="

unikl ?

wah ! lega2 ! aku dftar unikl ni lma da.. td bwu dpt nawaitu, tgk2 da bnda g yg aku x isi.. n slmat la closing date dya xtutup lg.. lw x sahih aku kna gnn mama.. waahh ! sgt2 la lega !;D